If only I could tell my mother,
the parts of my life she will never see;
If only I could tell her,
What happened to me.

If only I could ask my mother,
what would she do if she were me?
If only I could ask her,
what will become of me?

If only my mother were by my side,
chasing my demons away for me;
If only she would come back,
but her demons took her from me.